Today is the day after eid and I think like everyone else, I like to to be at home and relax and meet with friends. I guess I could have taken a vacation but I decided to save it for summer:)when the weather is much nicer and you can plan outdoor activities..anyways, I don't know why some times I become over sensetive about some issues, but sometimes despite the fact that I try to understand the hidden meanings behind each conversations and try to look at them at the angle the person talks, I become so self critical, that have to go over about my actions and reactions and morals. It's hard when you were brought up with certain morals, rules and religious beliefs, then try to challange it. I definately challange them but it doesn't mean that I feel good about challanging them after all..the idea of challange and facing the fear of the consequences of going against those morals, is interesting but in practice I don't know how it affect ones psychi. At the end of the day, I think when you face the fears despite the hardship of any sort, you become a different person, some times a person who you despised the most because of those experiences..and that is when you realize how little you know about everything.